I had a little freakout at work today.

I had this fear that all I do is work to live, that there was nothing to look forward to.

Don't get me wrong: I have a great life, awesome family and some fairly decent friends.

I just have nothing to look forward to.

As in: I need to take a vacation, but I can't afford to. (This overall feeling was triggered by the return of a co-worker after a week's vacation, still on the post-vacation high. Now I want to experience that post-vacation high.)

What's a girl to do?